After the passing of my uncle, I have been in a bit of a chaotic fog—and unfortunately I have not been writing. So to get everyone (including myself) back up to speed, I need to catch up myself:
The weeks after Barry passed away, I spent several days with the faculty, students and parents of Northwest School of the Arts. It was quite possibly one of the best decisions I have ever made. The love, kindness, generosity and willingness to welcome me with open arms are just some of the countless reasons why each person I was blessed to meet will forever be a part of me.
“For Good” from the musical Wicked was performed by Kyra Owen and Lexie Wolfe (amazing, amazing girls) at Barry’s memorial service in Charlotte. And just as much as this was a song about my uncle to the kids of NWSA—it is now a representation as to what each and every person there means to me. Truly—because I have known you, I have been changed for good.
Matt Carlson not only gave an incredibly touching and heart-felt speech, he also performed an amazing version of the song “You Raise Me Up”—this kid is going places—and he certainly has a special place in my heart.
The outpouring of love for Barry and for his family was overwhelming and will be a special and important reason why I will now and forever be a part of the NWSA family.
Being forced back into reality - I now have new inspiration and motivation - to capture the essence of life - to love freely, openly and genuinely; to cherish those around you and that each and every person in my life is a valued treasure.
Our lives are much too short to live them any way but happy. Misery is optional and the only person that can change the course of my life is me.
It is now my goal to reprioritize my life - putting God and family first - and focusing on how I can live to be the best Carrie that I can be. Through all trials come blessings - the blessings of this trial have been more than I could have imagined —a new extended family, a reminder that this world is not my home and love beyond measure.
I look forward to what 2012 brings, with my eyes and heart wide open. I hope you will join me for the ride.























